Chapter 16: Fate Cannot Be Defied

“Because you…”

Under the gaze of those peach blossom-like eyes, Zhang Shutong felt his breath falter.

Then, the girl suddenly tilted her head and, with a puzzled expression, finished the sentence:

“Because you said everything must follow your command, no matter what happens, it must be kept hidden.”

Her tone was so earnest, as if a penguin had struggled ashore only to find a giant white bear passing by, utterly baffling.

“Or did I misunderstand?”

Zhang Shutong choked on his words. He vaguely remembered saying something similar, but who would have guessed she was this formidable?

He bit his lip:

“That wasn’t exactly…”

Before he could finish, he was surprised to see Lu Qinglian’s face, usually expressionless, brighten slightly—but only just a little.

Her delicate lips curved into a faint, subtle smile that vanished almost instantly.

Looking again, the girl’s face had returned to its usual calmness as she turned and walked away, as if the previous moment had been a mere illusion born from fatigue.

Zhang Shutong watched her retreating figure. She walked with her back straight, but unlike most girls her age who stroll with carefree grace, hands behind their backs, wearing pretty skirts or tight jeans and exuding youthful vitality, Lu Qinglian bore none of that.

He had only ever seen her in her school uniform or her green robe, and she seemed to exist perpetually between those two states.

Yet Zhang Shutong recalled the taste of strawberry milk, the cream-filled Oreo cookies, the joyous fish swimming in a bucket—images that pieced together the hidden contours beneath the iceberg’s surface.

They soon arrived at the foot of the mountain.

The mountain loomed majestically, with withered trees appearing every few steps. A faint mist swirled around their bodies as Zhang Shutong escorted Lu Qinglian to the mountain’s entrance.

Snow still lingered at the entrance, reflecting a cold silver light under the moon, casting a faint glow over the winding, rugged path, parts of which were swallowed by darkness, making the way ahead unclear.

In the night, it seemed like a gateway to another world.

Silence enveloped everything. Zhang Shutong handed her a flashlight, but she shook her head in refusal.

So, they parted ways;

She left.

…

It was nearly nine o’clock when he returned home.

He first messaged a few close friends to let them know he was safe.

Locking his car, he eyed the gray-white walls of the dormitory road, unchanged from his memories.

Zhang Shutong recognized the building; most people only recognize their beds, but he needed to know the house itself. Only then could he wake up each day and know exactly where he was.

The hallway was equipped with voice-activated lights; a cough would trigger them to turn on. Zhang Shutong guessed Gu Qiumian’s father had a streak of romanticism, or else why install warm yellow bulbs?

The handrail of the concrete stairs was freshly painted, the faint scent of iron and paint filling his nostrils. Normally, he found this smell irritating, but tonight he inhaled it a few more times;

From a scientific perspective, it probably emitted some aromatic hydrocarbons—some liked it, some hated it—but to him, it felt like an unspoken story.

It’s said that scent locks away memories. You might forget what happened on a certain year, month, or place, but one day, a smell suddenly reconnects your nerves, vivid and clear.

The scent of home was somewhat chilly.

He pushed open the door and turned on the light. No one was home, as usual—his parents were often busy and away. They could never guess what was happening to their son, but Zhang Shutong had long since grown accustomed to this.

He casually switched on the small color TV, fumbling with the remote until he aimed it correctly. The characters on screen began babbling their lines; he wasn’t watching really, just seeking a bit of liveliness in the quiet living room.

His phone buzzed. Opening the group chat, he saw Ruoping had sent a picture: a bowl of sweet porridge with red dates and white fungus on the dining table. She said no particular reason, just wanted to show off her mother’s cooking and tease them a bit.

Qingyi said she was reading in her room, but her father was watching TV outside—another notorious bad movie, making a racket.

Dukang’s parents ran a restaurant and never lacked food. His father had brought home a jar of fish porridge, stir-fried snails, and braised beef. Ruoping tried to show off her meal but ended up being muted by Dukang.

Zhang Shutong felt hungry just looking at those pictures, so he rummaged through his kitchen. His refrigerator always smelled fresh, never storing leftovers, but he wished for some leftovers to eat. After searching, he found half a steamed bun, torn open, in the dim light. He boiled water, cooked an egg, and added a few drops of vinegar to the pot.

In seventh grade, he had discovered a trick to make boiled eggs free from that sulfurous smell and felt proud. But later, he realized other students never ate boiled eggs—they preferred fried, scrambled, or marinated eggs made by their mothers.

Zhang Shutong knew nothing about those three styles. Over the years, he stuck to simple boiled eggs—easy and convenient—and had perfected the technique.

The water hadn’t boiled yet, so he took the chance to change clothes in his room.

His room was small and sparsely furnished: a bed, a wardrobe, and a desk.

No particular style or color scheme; he didn’t have the habit of putting posters on the wall like boys his age. Rather, the color of the bedsheet each week dictated the room’s hue.

The house had central heating, but he only had a thin autumn undershirt. His chilled face tingled faintly as he clutched his toothbrush and clothes, heading to the balcony.

In winter, clothes must be wrung out forcefully. By then, the egg was almost done. Lifting the lid, a billow of steam greeted him, lifting his spirits.

He swallowed a few bites of the egg, chewed the cold bun, and settled on the sofa, rather enjoying the taste of cold steamed buns as he watched TV.

He had long since lost the habit of watching television, but with no computer at home and a tiny 3.5-inch phone screen, scrolling through information there was sheer torture.

He noticed an animated show playing—

A bespectacled boy crouched behind a sofa, raising a bow tie voice changer at his chest, sneaking about.

The plot was predictable: originally a grade schooler named Shinichi Kudo and his friends went somewhere to play, encountered danger, someone died, then a fool jumped out to pick the suspect from three options;

Then the great detective had a sudden insight, and the truth was revealed.

Clichéd, but Zhang Shutong watched with interest.

Though he started mid-episode and didn’t fully grasp the story, that didn’t matter. What mattered was his sudden ability to understand the anime.

—not because the show was particularly obscure and previously beyond his comprehension, but because watching it now gave him a strong sense of déjà vu.

How much his situation resembled the story!

One was drugged by a black-clothed organization and shrunk in body, embroiling himself in a series of incidents to uncover the truth;

The other was suddenly stabbed at a classmate’s funeral, in a sense also shrunken, having returned to eight years ago, similarly drawn into investigations to find the culprit.

Edogawa Conan had three friends—a girl and two boys—solving cases on screen;

Zhang Shutong also had three close friends—two boys and a girl—and tonight, they had just solved a case side by side.

The feeling was eerie—yet Zhang Shutong found a documentary truthfulness in this animated tale.

But as he watched, he noticed a difference:

A girl with a serious face and tea-colored short hair pulled the boy aside, whispering words beyond their age, standing apart from the group of children and fools—

This kid actually had a comrade in arms.

Of course, a beautiful confidante or a pretty girl didn’t matter… well, actually, they mattered quite a bit;

But most importantly, he had someone to band together with.

How vital it was to find warmth in companionship! Like two cookies sandwiched with cream to become an Oreo; otherwise, it’s just an ordinary chocolate cookie. Could you name a chocolate cookie in ten seconds?

Zhang Shutong couldn’t.

Thus, a lonely cookie only sparks when joined by another lonely cookie; before that, it’s nothing more than crumbs scattered on the ground or dirt stuck to the sole of a shoe.

The more he thought about it, the more profound it seemed. He decided to call this the “Cookie Theory,” to share with another cookie when he met one someday.

But that was unlikely.

He felt he was like a chocolate cookie, able to meet cheese cookies, soda crackers, or shortbread—friends among the cookie army—but he could never become an Oreo… unlike Ruoping, Qingyi, and Dukang.

Being with his close friends meant no loneliness; they had just fought side by side tonight. But would he dare tell them what was happening to him?

Perhaps the adrenaline had worn off on the way home. Now sunk in the sofa, the TV’s flickering light played across his face, and the background music swelled as the protagonist made a dramatic entrance. He could hear the famous catchphrase, “There is only one truth,” though he never played detective like a child’s game.

Men with guns, situations slipping out of control—he shuddered inwardly. Two poachers were already down; who was the real culprit? Would it get more dangerous? No one could say.

Zhang Shutong didn’t want to drag his three friends into this. With no one to confide in, he must bear it himself.

He shook his head, thinking he’d gone a bit mad. Why obsess over being an Oreo?

Just then, the episode ended. He turned off the TV; the living room returned to its usual quiet.

Everyone in the chat was discussing Lu Qinglian, initially thinking she was just strong, but after calming down at home, they realized she was extraordinary and grew more curious.

Qingyi had researched the Green Snake Temple, which had existed since before liberation, with a long history. Lu Qinglian’s grandmother had also been a temple caretaker in her youth. The three friends, belatedly, debated why Lu Qinglian had come over that night.

Zhang Shutong had lost interest in that question.

Instead, he recalled a conversation on the way back, when Lu Qinglian suddenly said she had a question:

“Did I forget to return the history notes I borrowed from you last week? I need them back.”

He had no recollection of this—after all, eight years had passed;

And it wasn’t like borrowing gloves to clear snow—though he forgot that too, at least a reminder could jog his vague memory;

But he couldn’t show he didn’t remember, so he nodded and said he’d look for them at home tonight.

This taught him one truth—

He had thought his relationship with Lu Qinglian wasn’t close enough to warrant lending notes, but since it had happened, memories were unreliable;

Having returned, he shouldn’t cling to past impressions when dealing with people, lest he trap himself.

Today was December 5th, the first day after his return. Before sleep, he shared a wise saying in the group chat, wished everyone good night, and turned off the lights.

He slept; the other three continued chatting lively.

Zhang Shutong: Good night.

Dukang: Already sleeping?

Dukang: Really asleep? Are you there?

Qingyi: You forgot he mutes his phone when sleeping.

Ruoping: We’ll see each other at school tomorrow anyway.

Ruoping: @Qingyi So what do you think of my suggestion? Should I try to talk to Qinglian tomorrow?

Qingyi: Up to you.

Ruoping: What do you mean?

Qingyi: Just study together, she’s top of the class, ask about a wrong problem, borrow notes.

Dukang: I advise you two to give up quickly. I’ve tried that method.

Ruoping: Why?

Dukang: She doesn’t take notes.

…

The mountain path was treacherous.

All around was pitch black, pitch dark to the point that stretching out a hand yielded no sight;

The ground was icy, stones steep, dry shrub branches intertwined. Yet the solitary figure walking the mountain path didn’t look down;

Her steps were light and familiar.

Tonight, the sky was starless; only the cold moonlight dripped faintly before being swallowed by clouds, occasionally spilling through to touch her pale face. At such moments, her eyes shone like the only stars, glimmering faintly in the dark.

Yet her face remained expressionless.

The temperature dropped further.

Reaching the mountainside, she spotted lights flickering in a distant courtyard—that was the temple called the Green Snake Temple.

Suddenly, a shadow darted out—

It was a small black figure: a fox. The fox showed no fear, coming up to her legs, gently nudging her long robe with its head, emitting soft whimpers.

The fox’s arrival was like a small stone cast into a still well, sending ripples across the surface;

The mysterious and beautiful sixteen-year-old girl crouched on the winter mountain path, the snow beneath her like solidified clouds. She gently stroked the fox’s head.

The fox whimpered softly.

Once, these furry creatures numbered five. They frolicked in packs among the mountains, trailing the girl’s legs, their paws treading mountain paths, noses sniffing the scent of grass and wood, carefree and seemingly unafraid.

Now only one remained.

The fox’s ear was torn, the wound dried with blood that soon stained the girl’s robe.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered after a long pause.

The fox seemed to understand, whimpering as it ran off.

The girl stood, watching until the fox disappeared, then continued on her way.

The temple grew nearer. When the lanterns hanging on the courtyard wall went out,

At last, she pushed open the heavy gate.

The temple was not large, just a few dozen steps from the gate to the temple entrance.

She walked steadily, untying her ponytail at the back of her head. Her cascading black hair shifted her aura.

Some of the qualities unique to a girl faded away. Her posture remained unchanged, still clad in the long robe, but within those few dozen steps, she seemed to shed all pretense. With her hair falling over her shoulders, she appeared like a mature woman.

All things seemed to bow before her presence—

The howling night wind whispered secrets around her;

The wild weeds bowed low beneath her feet;

Even the faint moonlight extinguished.

She flicked her hair lightly, revealing a face devoid of emotion. In the utter darkness, her eyes were unreadable.

At the temple entrance, she pushed open the peeling wooden door. The faint candlelight illuminated her face, the barely visible emotions in her eyes fading into stillness, like a figure sealed within an ancient black-and-white photograph.

Lu Qinglian looked toward the altar.

Eight candlesticks stood on the altar, half already extinguished, barely lighting the great snake statue above.

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